Why are some days productive and others not?
It doesn't seem to matter how much work there is to do, some days everything
other than actual original writing (and it's attendant evils of chasing, hounding, cajoaling, begging, asking nicely, asking less nicely, waiting, filling in applications for competitions, for funding, writing synopses and treatment and short pitches, long pitches, pitches that will blow everyone's socks off and give them webbed feet...) becomes so much easier to do.
Like making another cafetiere of strong coffee or walking the dog
again. Even though it's raining. Days when the washing up and sometimes - but only on those
really bad days - even the hoovering gets done.
Thoroughly.
And all the while you feel worse and worse because you know you should be writing.
If I think back to the days when I was a single Mum with a small baby, I seemed to get so much writing done. It was focussed, by default and necessity, into those hours, moments, slivers of time when she slept during the day and - until she grew wise to me - in the hour I wrote before she woke up. That hour was jettisoned when she developed the uncannily accurate knack of waking up minutes after I'd sneaked out of bed. I was just ending up more tired and less able to write when slots did appear.
So maybe it's to do with the time we allow ourselves to write?
In scriptwriting, there's a device called Creating False Situations of Scarcity -- where you limit the options available to your character(s) in order to force something to work out differently to the way they intend the scene to go. They head in to propose and the scene ends with a massive row; they want to avoid saying something and end up blurting it out. So you stick them in a lift, you let the time literally run out, you put them in the worst possible place for what they want to happen.
Maybe it works for writing too.
By limiting the time I allow myself to write, might I be more productive because I have to be and because those hours become a reward I anticipate?
And then the procrastination - ie life - when it gets in the way, becomes the motivation that will focus my creative energy.
Or drive me to it.
